Grand Tour - Arrived and Confused

I am a flummoxed new traveler here. One would say I travel only in my mind but the evidence does not seem to support this. I wake sometime in the morning, or in the night, exhausted, as if I’ve been running. Sometimes I find leaves stuck to my feet, and scratches on arms and legs that were not there the night before. It is a puzzling time. I will relate to you as much as I know in the Crumbling Towers excerpts. I record it as I remember it. I hope to see you ship side occasionally. I am often too exhausted or disoriented to come to meals and just stay in my room, whether offshore or on, staring out to sea and pondering.